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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
i'll send you hatemails for christmas
Your rise and fall
Back up against the wall
What goes around is coming back and haunting you
It's time to quit
Cause you ain't worth the shit
Under my shoes or the piss on the ground
No one loves you and you know it
Don't pretend that you enjoy it or you don't care
Cause now I wouldn't lie or tell you all the things you want
to hear.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
06:35 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
THIS IS A COMPLAINT ENTRY :
came back from the party rather early
...
since there wasnt much to do there
my hair is a flop now
i look like some walking coconut tree,
STUPID HAIRDRESSER
and as if im not feeling miserable enough,
my KA CHENG ( ASS ) called me to proclaim her entry into st nicks.
AH, GREAT.
my dad told me that we'll be ferrying her to skl ( FOR FREE )
oh my god, my father is such an idiot
i think he should charge her 500 bucks a month or sumthing.
and he has so kindly offered MY service
to go to the orientation with her at 8 in the morning tml.
THANKS BUT NO THANKS.
I HATE THAT MONKEY HELL OF AN ASS.
i dont even know how he was invited to play with us in the morning
throughout the whole morning,
he was blabbering and blabbering nonsense.
and like i dont know how i offended him,
he has to keep insulting me.
im never ever going to play basketball with that ass again.
GOODBYE.
im very pissed today.
12:11 a.m.
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
1,039 Smoothed Out Slappy Hours
Laying in my bed
I think I'm in left field
I picture someone, I think it's you
You're standing so darn close
My body begins to swell
Why does 1 + 1 make 2
went down to UWC earlier to catch spex
well, our club did pretty well
we got the gold, silver and bronze medals fer one of the category
mmmmmmmm, and the girls were brilliant
yingjie was fantasizing over her nicholas ( hammy )
i gave him that name since he looks so much like a hamster
but he's really good
..
ah well.
stupid tommy didnt come
ah that idiot.
haha, well we've decided to go for one week of training nxt week.
it's better than nothing right ?
met a whole lot of people,
and ziyang too.
he fought pretty well.
mmmmmmmmmmmm, playing bball tml ((:
one year, will be very long.
08:30 p.m.
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
fly high die dry
hello,
this is a story about a girl who turned feminine
haha
uploaded my feminine-y pictures.
nov- dec 2003
pic 10 onwards
12:09 a.m.
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
im very cheery today
because for the first time in my life,
i bought my brother a christmas present.
i felt great when i handed him his present,
though it did cost me a bomb.
trust me, im a very stingy person.
the presents i buy never ever exceed 50 bucks.
it's good to see him looking gratified
i really love this boy, i tell you.
i think i really have to thank a friend of mine,
that i occasionally met on the streets ytd.
i asked him last night what he was doing at tangs,
since i saw him walking in.
and he told me that he was buying presents for his family.
i was shocked and dammit touched, i tell you
family, it's a term that i seldom use,
or rather aviod using.
a family that hardly sits down together 10 times a year,
is not family.
i think i sound disgruntled,
but this house has really been a mess.
and it sucks.
so much shit has happened this year,
and it has been so majorly fucked up.
my brother and i are victims of a failed marriage, i guess.
and i totally understand what he's going through.
money isnt everything.
that's probably what i think my parents should understand.
you can buy a posh car, a diamond ring, almost anything.
but you cannot buy us warmth.
i hope they realise it one day, really.
especially my mother.
im sympathizing with my brother.
i dont think sympathize is a very strong word.
i've had a tough year.
and i dont think it's been easy on my brother either.
in fact, it must have been worse.
i regret all the times i gloated when my father screamed his head off,
menacingly lashing out at my brother.
it's terrible.
the way my brother has turned out cannot entirely be blamed on my parents.
well, maybe they tried to help.
i say, ah maybe.
but im so proud of my brother i tell you.
ive broken down countless times this year,
bawling and wailing like no tmr.
my brother is so strong.
im hoping that he will open up to me,
and to let him know that there's someone there for him.
it's very hard to win a battle alone.
i know it, it's goddamn difficult.
and ive got amazing friends.
those who stood by me,
even when i was a mean shit.
thank you.
i love melanie chew yang nah ,
i love soh lin wei.
they are my angels.
and everyone else that was there,
thank you once again.
this year could have been worse.
early merry christmas everyone.
this is a long entry.
05:57 p.m.
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
make up, pretty waste
this must have been the happiest,
and possibly most hectic day of my life.
i felt so gay in the afternoon after meeting sunny ong <3<3<3
i spent the whole of the next 6 hours ( or more ) grinning away.
it was as if i had just hit jackpot,
well, as a matter of fact, it was MUCH MUCH better (((((((((((:
im just so bloody elated,
you can go search in a thesaurus for all HAPPY-RELATED WORDS
and yes, that's what im pretty much feeling now
ah, had some pretty good buys.
i bought a new quik tee, very pretty
a new quik pencil box, small and sleak ( i like )
and a deadrockstar shirt (:
but town was flooded at around 6
the human traffic got soooo bad,
we had to walk outside the building.
i hate crowds
on mrts, on buses, at malls
especially when you encounter some middle aged woman
who's shoving her way through
as if her dog had knocked someone down
and she was rushing to the police station to save her dog or something.
and im challenged height-wise
so im deprived of the oxygen i deserve.
anyway, the turnout at the concert was pathetic,
and it was quite thrashy.
uh, that's what i think anyway.
im deeeead tired.
that's all. BYEBYEEEE
12:22 a.m.
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Friday, December 19, 2003
i bleed you to dry
i checked my friendster today,
and received a message i could laugh at for at least whole long month.
'HELLO, i've seen you at a wedding. i guess you rem me.'
haha, funny funny.
anyway, woke up bright and early in the morning
went over to have breakfast with ah monk and his family
haha, i love his grandmother ! ( for some apparent reason i cant tell you )
i found out yesterday that i had one TRUE GAY friend
i used to think it was some joke,
but it sounded quite real yesterday from what he said.
i still think it's a joke anyway.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
meeting my yan yan lover later <3 <3 <3
we're gonna go towning fer awhile
and leave fer birdie's percussion concert at SCH in the night.
i miss them sooooo much !
and i miss my indians too ):
HELLO ABUNEHNEHS, IF YOU SEE THIS,
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU I MISS YOU BOTH TRUCKLOADS.
ARGHHHHHHHH, INDIANS OUTING SOON OKAY !
11:30 a.m.
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
come, fly back to my BIG FAT ARMS
played bball early in the morning
well, i was being at a major disadvantage ( height woes ! )
but sometimes, i think it's not that bad being short afterall.
you know,
i can imagine a giant trying to slap me
and his hands sweeping over my head as he strikes (((:
pheww
or maybe another giant ( different from the previous one, duh )
trying to dribble a ball and i snatch it from him
by ducking under his legs.
ah well.
but thank god derrick was there
he's shorter than me, btw
poor fellow
he became the centre of TEASEMENT ( okay, i made that word up )
oh, and they think i have talent for shot put
haha, i managed to get a miserable number of balls in.
bad luck day.
now im going out
to replenish the fats that ive lost (((((:
ah monk's gna be gone by jan,
so i must cherish the time we have left !
haha.
seems like i'll have to go partner-less for one looooong year ):
no more food partnership.
life is one big fat bitch.
YOU NEED LIPOSUCTION ( spell ? )
prata prata, here i come
01:34 p.m.
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
and we cant go back now
cause we were better then then we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home
without me you said you were all alone
ah, i'll miss you.
04:40 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
ah , love
i was supposed to do work today
and i didnt.
i ended up going out for kaya toast.
i love it when the butter melts in yer mouth.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
ya kun toast is the best (:
i think my mother's utterly disgusting
i shall provide evidence to prove my statement
1.she doesnt allow me to use HER toilet.
she claims it's hers
she says i'll stink up the toilet.
haha, rubbish.
2.she decorates the house with flowers EVERYWHERE.
my house is turning into a jungle.
3.she fills her car with ANIMALS.
there's the tiger, dog, leopard and bear.
ah, wouldnt you love to be with these animals ?
4.she loves peeeeeeeenk. and she has pink fingernails.
well, i shant continue.
it'll take me a lifetime to do that.
BYEBYE
05:50 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
you've played victim for SO LONG NOW
jonny is such an ass.
i dont understand why he's receiving so much recognition fer his damn kicking skills.
well, it's certainly undeniable that he's good with his kicks,
but that's not how you play rugby, really.
i read about him receiving a bbc sports award today.
from an english point of view,
ah well, he's really brought glory to the country.
but, from my point of view,
i think he should quit rugby and play soccer in some english club instead.
and stupid ah yan sucks my socks.
she spells THEIR as THEYRE
which is a totally dumb mistake.
atrocious spelling and absurd grammar.
HAHAHAHHA.
and she's laughing at me cuz i said one teenie weenie pimPIE
dont you think pimpie is a great piece of evidence that there is youth present in me ?
haha, funny funny.
12:50 p.m.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
what happened to you ?
deryck sum 41 <3<3<3
01:15 a.m.
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Monday, December 15, 2003
dysfcuktional
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
09:42 p.m.
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Monday, December 15, 2003
turn around, uh baby
im bloody elated today
well, it's an post - prata syndrome i think
-wink wink-
just woke up !
slpt at 6 in the morning
cuz i talked to wei to around 4
and went fer praaaaata with ah monk after that
<3<3<3 happiness !!
haha.
well, i woke up around 11 cuz my father was yakking away on the fone.
very typical of my father
i threw a lil tantrum,
and uh went back to sleep.
ive made up my mind to buy the 250 oven
since im quite fickle,
and may not finish the whole baking course.
okay, ive generally decided what to do with the rest of my money
1. oven ( 250 bucks )
2. dough roller ( 15 bucks )
3. roxy denim skirt ( 89 bucks )
4. sony boombox ( around 200 bucks i think )
5. contacts ( im a vainpot VAINPOT. haha )
6. new school bag
7. wallet
8. pencil case
i havent found suitable candidates for no 6,7,8 though
i still have pretty much left
but dont expect a treat from me,
im very stingy
im putting the rest into the bank.
HAHAHAHA.
oh and on a side note, ___________ and _______________ were on straits times yesterday !
and i was so bloody estatic.
thanks to ah yan who told me !
woooohooooo
((((:
oh, and saddam has been caught.
ah, alas.
02:47 p.m.
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Monday, December 15, 2003
a present for everyone
wei and i went fer baking lessons today again (((:
on my way to baking class,
i met this hwa chong freak who smelt of chicken rice
he was reading this chinese book ( the ones with words going vertically down )
and he was reading it quite loud,
and i heard occassional chuckles ( from him )
haha.
then when we were at braddell,
he fell backwards and stepped on my shoe
YUCKKK
but he was kind enough to apologise
and uh, i had to say it's okay 3 times before he understood me.
haha.
i think we're the happiest bakers in our class
i havent seen the rest of the klass smile, really
there's this guy who's trying very hard to bake,
but i guess wei and i have more talent in this field
his ingredients really suck man.
oh and there's this young baker in the class who always gets picked on
poor fellow
haha
i had a fab time baking!
HAHAHAHAHA.
i think one day, i'll start a bakery
after baking, we went to imm to scout for my baking tools ( christmas present from my mother )
mmmmmmm, im currently deciding between the $250 and $1850 oven.
my mum's given me 2000 bucks
so if i buy the 250 one,
i'll have more money to shop fer christmas
mmmmmmmmmmm
im having a spinning headache now.
URRRGHHHHHH
had to redo this layout twice
cuz i accidentally shut down without saving
haha, im a smarty pants
and it's a newwww busted layout !
<3<3<3 charlie
02:03 a.m.
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Monday, December 15, 2003
i wish you peace
good morning, charlie
01:51 a.m.
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